12/22/10

12/20/10

Hedonism

Most of us live a life
in which pleasure
is the only essential good ...

12/17/10

like a filly
wild and always want to brake free

Words like violence break the silence.

- Depeche Mode

11/28/10

I like you
You so special

Just close your eyes let me hypnotize you
I can make your storm feel sky blue
Girl when you lost you know I’ll find you,
If I’m not beside you I’m behind you
Imagine you,r’ on the beach in your laws,
You feel the breeze because you’re clothes off
Your inhibitions you got nothing to hide
And then help ‘em rise don’t you wanna ride

- N.E.R.D Hypnotize u

11/2/10

sleeptight

Der Schlaf ist die Nabelschnur,
durch die das Individuum
mit dem Weltall zusammenhängt.
-Hebbel

10/25/10

stultus.est.

It was summer

I was happy

I traveled around

I had a lot to do

to discover

A lot to see

to know

to try
Then the cold came slowly
And I was dead
poetry head was dead
and I am still

8/31/10

Allen Ginsberg ...a strange one

Howl

Contetual a bad movie when you know who Allen Ginsberg was and what his story is

BUT if you imagine there never was a Allen Ginsberg and this movie arose from pure fantasy it's

... sweet?! Never mind. Enjoy watching because of James Franco and the chlothing-story.

8/30/10

easylistening

8/26/10

dann wieder

WAS KEINER

GEGLAUBT HABEN WIRD

WAS KEINER

GEWUSST HABEN KONNTE

WAS KEINER

GEAHNT HABEN DURFTE

DAS WIRD DANN WIEDER

DAS GEWESEN SEIN

WAS KEINER

GEWOLLT HABEN WOLLTE

Erich Fried

8/12/10

Meteor Shower

Look up to the sky tonight!

8/4/10

Autumn is coming, can you feel it ?

Impressions of my lovely woodland.

8/3/10

sleepyhead

7/23/10

Sometimes you have to stop dead and dream . . .

7/20/10

Mom, can you braid my hair please ? ♥

A: Where do all the smug people end ?

B: Nowhere

A: Sounds fair..

7/16/10

this is how I feel today . . .

Time for a poem-post

What I want to share with you:

A german poem accompanied by lovely carousel pictures

I begin with a poem from the Bohemian-Austrian poet and art critic

Rainer Maria Rilke (one of the most significant poets in German language!)

"Das Karussell" (the carousel)

Jardin du Luxembourg

Mit einem Dach und seinem Schatten dreht

sich eine kleine Weile der Bestand

von bunten Pferden, alle aus dem Land,

das lange zögert, eh es untergeht.

Zwar manche sind an Wagen angespannt,

doch alle haben Mut in ihren Mienen;

ein böser roter Löwe geht mit ihnen

und dann und wann ein weißer Elefant.

Sogar ein Hirsch ist da, ganz wie im Wald,

nur dass er einen Sattel trägt und drüber

ein kleines blaues Mädchen aufgeschnallt.

Und auf dem Löwen reitet weiß ein Junge

und hält sich mit der kleinen heißen Hand

dieweil der Löwe Zähne zeigt und Zunge.

Und dann und wann ein weißer Elefant.

Und auf den Pferden kommen sie vorüber,

auch Mädchen, helle, diesem Pferdesprunge

fast schon entwachsen; mitten in dem Schwunge

schauen sie auf, irgendwohin, herüber -

Und dann und wann ein weißer Elefant.

Und das geht hin und eilt sich, dass es endet,

und kreist und dreht sich nur und hat kein Ziel.

Ein Rot, ein Grün, ein Grau vorbeigesendet,

ein kleines kaum begonnenes Profil -.

Und manchesmal ein Lächeln, hergewendet,

ein seliges, das blendet und verschwendet

an dieses atemlose blinde Spiel . . .

Do you also think carousels become a certain strangeness when you get older ?

I never recognized this when I was younger. It might be due to the fact thay

we were blinded by the beautiful children's world and then seeing the narrownes of it

while getting older and getting out of the children's world.

btw did you know saying: 'Grow up!', to a child drestroyes their fantasy?

7/15/10

NEONFEEL

I MISS
WALKING TROUGH LONELY STREETS
AFTER A GOOD NIGHT WITH MY FRIENDS
ONE OF THE MOST INDEFINABLE FEELINGS

7/10/10

yesss, finally it's over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've never had such a stress in my LIFE like in the last thee days!
escaping to woodland again.
this is where i get my repose,
cheerioooooooooooooooo

6/23/10

andhernamewas

ARGONY

6/21/10

nauseatedwastedandexhausted

HEAD

FULL OF

bastard worries,

anxiety & doubts

Please God, let me be a little bird now

TO BRAKE OUT

From the endless

awful truth of life

that's the reason why

I AM A FULL TIME DAYDREAMER

today I got shook out of my daydream

now I can't

eat, sleep or

THINK SANE

I AM BACK when I found THE WAY BACK

DAYDREAMING

until then...

.. gonna sell my soul for Rock 'n' Roll,

Punk Rock

& Post Hardcore

SAYONARA

PS: THE FREEDOM IS MISSING. DON'T YOU SEE ?

6/20/10

i've seen the truth and it doesn't make sense

summer solstice

ENJOY TODAY AT FULL LENGTH!

Today is the longest day of year!
Afterwards the days are getting shorter and the nights longer.

SOMMERSONNENWENDE

6/17/10

metamorphosis

Let me tell you something ...
When I was about 10 years old, I was so curious about insects especially in caterpillars.
Everyone called me: "Insektenkönigin" (Queen Of Insects).
One day I found a leaf with a few fresh born caterpillars.
That was the begining of a new friendship!
I still remember how cute and linty they looked.
I wish I had a camera in that time to document that and the following days I spent with
my caterpillars :) Never mind, I still got wonderful memories.
The caterpillars got soon a luxury home in my terrarium and they didn't stop grwoing.
But their fulltime pursuit was eating, eating and eating ...
...suddenly they became so big and fat, that I thought twice before I took them out of the terrarium. A metamorphosis of a butterfly is without doubts one of the most enthralling experience I did
in my life.
The moment of glory when a wonderful butterfly slips out of the misterious cocoon, which was one second before a chubby, multicolored caterpillar with an army of big fat suckers as legs, is an unique, precious and rare experience.