6/23/10

6/21/10

nauseatedwastedandexhausted

A
HEAD
FULL OF
bastard worries,
anxiety & doubts

Please God, let me be a little bird now
TO BRAKE OUT
From the endless
awful truth of life
that's the reason why
I AM A FULL TIME DAYDREAMER

today I got shook out of my daydream
now I can't
eat, sleep or
THINK SANE

I AM BACK when I found THE WAY BACK
to
DAYDREAMING
until then...
.. gonna sell my soul for Rock 'n' Roll,
Punk Rock
& Post Hardcore

SAYONARA


PS: THE FREEDOM IS MISSING. DON'T YOU SEE ?


6/20/10

i've seen the truth and it doesn't make sense

summer solstice

ENJOY TODAY AT FULL LENGTH!











Today is the longest day of year!
Afterwards the days are getting shorter and the nights longer.

SOMMERSONNENWENDE


6/17/10

metamorphosis

Let me tell you something ...
When I was about 10 years old, I was so curious about insects especially in caterpillars.
Everyone called me: "Insektenkönigin" (Queen Of Insects).
One day I found a leaf with a few fresh born caterpillars.
That was the begining of a new friendship!
I still remember how cute and linty they looked.
I wish I had a camera in that time to document that and the following days I spent with
my caterpillars :) Never mind, I still got wonderful memories.
The caterpillars got soon a luxury home in my terrarium and they didn't stop grwoing.
But their fulltime pursuit was eating, eating and eating ...
...suddenly they became so big and fat, that I thought twice before I took them out of the terrarium. A metamorphosis of a butterfly is without doubts one of the most enthralling experience I did
in my life.
The moment of glory when a wonderful butterfly slips out of the misterious cocoon, which was one second before a chubby, multicolored caterpillar with an army of big fat suckers as legs, is an unique, precious and rare experience.

6/14/10

friday afterschool impressions


photographs from this weekend
... warm regards from wonderland ♥ 
taken & wrought by me

















6/8/10

Edgar Degas & fluke of life

When I was prepareing this post about one of my favourite artists
I was pleasently surprised about his birthdate - 19. Juli 1834 -
- it is also my birthday.
Isn't this lovely fluke like a little present of life?
Anyway it really made my day (and suddenly in rhyme-mood haha).
Ok, enough talking about lucky me. Where did I leave off ?
What I like about Degas' paintings are the colors he used and certainly
the balletdancers in this breathtaking and spectacular tutu-skirts.
Hilaire-Germain-Edgar De Gas was a Frenc painter. He preferred ballet scenes
as motives but he also painted scenes from the operas, theatre, horse running
and everyday life which he showed in modern style with concrete elements.
They are stamped by a sharp observation of the movement and by his typical edge figures.
Degas counts today to the important parallel figures of the impressionism.
Thanks Mister



6/7/10

forestlove






I spend my weekend in the forest
at a little sea
with my lovely family.
It gave me the feeling
to be in balance with the whole world.

Away from the city
Away from school
Away from fumes
Just
Away from stress

6/3/10

Only he who knows what yearning is


This Poem is an accurate English translation of 'Nur wer die Sehnsucht kennt' 
by Johann Wolfgang von Goethe.
It is from his novel Wilhelm Meister and one of the songs of Mignon (character in novel).
The poem has been set to music by Franz Schubert. 
Tchaikovsky's russian tune of this poem is known as 'None but the lonely heart'


The original (german)
Nur wer die Sehnsucht kennt

Nur wer die Sehnsucht kennt
Weiß, was ich leide!
Allein und abgetrennt
Von aller Freude,
Seh ich ans Firmament
Nach jener Seite.
Ach! der mich liebt und kennt,
Ist in der Weite.
Es schwindelt mir, es brennt
Mein Eingeweide.
Nur wer die Sehnsucht kennt
Weiß, was ich leide!